Today... is my 20th birthday. Yes, I wasn't ready to turn 20. But here I am...! I am going through adult life. I am learning to become responsible and to take care of myself. I've started this blog to write about my interests and to share my art. To make new friends. But social media has been affecting me mentally which is why I took a long break away from it. I was still blogging, but no one really cared about checking it out. I returned on August 1st. I already brought it up in previous posts, but I do have friends IRL, but when I try to talk to them, sometimes we just have a short conversation. And making friends on social media has been hard. It's why I just don't trust people and why I don't follow back anymore unless I find them cool or I trust them fully. I just want real friends who understand how I'm feelin' and who simply care about me. Another reason I took a break away from social media back in June/July is because of the struggle with getting a...