2026 has been a terrible year for me (and my number one struggles).
As 2027 is getting close around the corner, I want to reflect on this year. For me, this year has been the worst, probably worse than 2023/2024. I did get back to drawing last week, but, prior to that, I haven't been drawing at all since July; my last drawings I shared back in August were drawn in July. I also want to mention that my depression had gotten worse than last year and I nearly had thoughts of "leaving this world". For personal reasons, I don't feel comfortable putting out why I feel like this; only my dad, who I still live with, knows about it. I was afraid of making this post and a little scared to put this out there, but since 2022 or 2023, whatever year this started, I had a spending or buying impulsive problem because I think around the time, it was the year I started to feel down for the first time. My main go-to site was eBay for 4 or 5 years and I had positive experiences with most of the sellers I bought stuff from. However, sometimes I would end ...